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earnmyplace[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]
I'm sorry for not writing, Diary. I just can't let them see me with the book too much. Because then they might wonder... if I'm like them, too. Even though I don't think anyone has really been writing much at all.
If they'd like me to draw for them... I really wish they would ask me themselves. I don't mind at all. There isn't much else to do out here. Lessons, sometimes, or... watching everyone play. It's more fun watching, even though they wanted to know if I'd play too, since Lady Mother was. But I'm not good at anything, really. I wonder if Rae and Lauren know how to play Cats Cradle. It's been a long time since I've played that with anyone.
It's all so strange. I feel strange when they talk to me, sometimes. I really don't know what to say... I guess I should just keep drawing.
I hope that... Colleen is all right... I ... I wonder if she'll ever be able to write again.
I'm sorry for not writing, Diary. I just can't let them see me with the book too much. Because then they might wonder... if I'm like them, too. Even though I don't think anyone has really been writing much at all.
If they'd like me to draw for them... I really wish they would ask me themselves. I don't mind at all. There isn't much else to do out here. Lessons, sometimes, or... watching everyone play. It's more fun watching, even though they wanted to know if I'd play too, since Lady Mother was. But I'm not good at anything, really. I wonder if Rae and Lauren know how to play Cats Cradle. It's been a long time since I've played that with anyone.
It's all so strange. I feel strange when they talk to me, sometimes. I really don't know what to say... I guess I should just keep drawing.
I hope that... Colleen is all right... I ... I wonder if she'll ever be able to write again.
